Our scripture reading this week has us following Jesus as he calls his first disciples:
JOHN 1
The very next day John saw Jesus coming toward him and yelled out, “Here he is, God’s Passover Lamb! He forgives the sins of the world!”
The next day John was back at his post with two disciples, who were watching. He looked up, saw Jesus walking nearby, and said, “Here he is, God’s Passover Lamb.”
The two disciples heard him and went after Jesus. Jesus looked over his shoulder and said to them, “What are you after?”
They came, saw where he was living, and ended up staying with him for the day.
Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, was one of the two who heard John’s witness and followed Jesus. The first thing he did after finding where Jesus lived was find his own brother, Simon, telling him, “We’ve found the Messiah” (that is, “Christ”). He immediately led him to Jesus.
Jesus took one look up and said, “You’re John’s son, Simon? From now on your name is Cephas” (or Peter, which means “Rock”).
As I read, I imagine I am one of the two disciples of John walking behind Jesus. My friend is with me, hurrying me along as we try to catch up to Jesus. When Jesus looks over his shoulder, he sees me falling behind, and immediately slows down. His smiling face shows compassion, not impatience.
When he asks “What are you after?”, I think, “Healing! Wholeness! YOU!”
I wonder how Jesus sees me. Old? In pain? He seems willing to accommodate my slow pace - maybe it is possible that I too could be one of Jesus’ disciples!
How would you answer Jesus? What are you after? How do you think Jesus sees you?
If you could see yourself the way Jesus sees you, he would say, "Wow! I'm pleased. I'm impressed. You are remarkable. Here is a friend who is truly impressive. You cause me to catch my breath." We need to see ourselves and each other the way Jesus sees us. When we do, the whole world is charged with the grandeur of God. - John Predmore, S.J.
Illustration by Jim Padgett, courtesy of Sweet Publishing, Ft. Worth, TX, and Gospel Light, Ventura, CA.